i went to a funeral
of someone i didnt know well
it made me sad for the people
i do know well who will be gone someday

and sometimes i sit very still
and imagine what it'd be like without certain people

i see myself at funerals

i try to calculate the exact number of tears
i would shed at each one

i do not think this is healthy
i need more hobbies
my dreams are affected in a negative way

when you sleep sometimes i think
one day neither one of us will be here
i think about that in the larger sense
i cannot grasp the concept

i decided you are immortal
i decided this for selfish reasons
i hope you are alright with that